So, I have this desire, call it a need, or at least a frequent nagging to write stuff, only I have no idea about what….The other day I was having a discussion with my boyfriend about how people perceive us, well me….because, let’s be honest, that’s what’s bugging me. People LOVE him, I mean seriously…he’s the life of the party! I’m not complaining because heck, I love him too so I get it, lol.
Anyway, back to me…..
It became abundantly clear that part of my issue is that in trying to “brand” myself as a professional in the industry, I have somewhat hidden who I really am. Not that I’m being anything that I’m not, just not letting people really see my personality. Now, this could be good or bad. Do I just let loose and start talking about what I REALLY think or do I keep it a watered down, PC version?
Overall I’m a pretty laid back person and get along with most people, but I’m not really “into” anything. I don’t have any hobbies, I don’t watch TV and I’m not a movie junkie. I could give two shits about who’s doing who in Hollywood and I don’t play any of those stupid games on Facebook….so what the hell do I have to talk to people about? All of a sudden I realize – OMG, I have like ZERO personality!
In my panic to find some way to convey that I do, indeed, have a “brilliant personality” as that twit on those commercials used to say, I found that I of course, DO have a great personality, just not to those who don’t know me…I intend to change that!
I will randomly post crap from now on, spewing my random thoughts about nothing at all and occasionally maybe some things that actually do matter.
Hang on – it’s gonna be a bumpy ride!
